hey...Septa and Eva are here...My lovers...Lmao just messin'. Eva and I got married yesterday....But today we got a divorce...It wasn't wokin' out to well.... We wanted kids....But they wouldn't let us adoubt...Lmao just Kiddin'....But anyways Septa's man Alex just came in here and said he loooved her...Aint that sweeet!!!! Lmao she started chokeing then said she loved him to...Lmao funnyness...Weeee talkin' to Shomiez...Septa....Has blonde hair!!!!!!!!!!!! Lmao...Eva...Is MEXICAN!....Okay fine she is El Salvadoorein...Lmao arn't I good at spelling? Weee...Can't wait till my computer is fixed....Errness it's been dumb for awhile...Well gosta go...Byez...Love ya!

....evil evil evil....well anyways...yesterday i went to the mall and got.....you'll never guess.....FROGGGIES PAJAMAS!!!!!!and....MONKEY ONES!!!!...hehe...and i gots a bathing suit...its red and black..and i gots a shirt...that says....I ONLY WEAR THIS SHIRT WHEN I JUST DONT CARE! and yeah...hehe.....I LOVE YOU! lmao...i like ur tab art...very very VERY sexy...well this summer... me is gunna go to ocean shores for 4 days then me gunna go to canada...for 3 days!...hehehehehehehe.....weeeeeee....me no happy...cuz no comp work...well gotta go love yall!!!!!!

...im moving....how special....i probaley wont be on...for like 3 months...cuz the last time i moved...i wasnt on for 3 months...oh well...ill miss you all..so much...espicalley...Shoma, Aaron, And Art...You guys are the best...so many god damn memories....Like with Shoma...wedgies....shoma ya still gotta give Jake that big one...and Aaron...Jeez...he has helped me thru life....well the time that i've knowen him...and when we were together he changed me...so thanks aaron..for being there..and Art...cant forget him...he is the best...he helped me to stop cutting myself...i love you so much art...you dont even know...ill still keep in contact over the couple of months....or atleast ill try....ill try to push my dad into gettin a calling card...heh heh...so i can call you people...well..I love you all and Thanks Shoma Aaron And Art...Ill miss you like hell

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OOo yeah...Almost forgot...lmao on friday..it was hella funny...that dance was so gay...everyone was bootay dancein and i thought that was really corny so i sat in the corner with my friends lmao it was awesome...oh yeah i wore my froggie pjs!!!!!!!!!!

...Geez im gunna miss you people so much....I LOVE YOU BUNCHES EVERYONE!

SCHOOL IS ALMOST OUT BABY! ahaha people were signing my shirt today...and i wrote in Rashauns yearbook"i signed ur crack" and then today when he was signing my shirt it signed right above my boobs and then right in the middle he wrote i signed ur crack lmao i love that guy! hehe...lalalalalala im bored...talkin to me friend aaron! he rules!!!!!! i loe wut he did to me site...well he made it so yeah! ahahaha...HI ALEX! AARONS FWEND! hehe... i miss alex....his cousin she was my bestest homie! well me gunna go talk to aaron! i love aaron he rules!...OH YEAH I LOVE YOU ART I MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY!
Oh yeah i get to go to wildwaves tomorrow!!!! sexy huh? hot guys! -dies- lmao just messin! hehe i love you people! peace

DUDE wildwaves was SO awesome!!!!!!!!!!! anyways i went on the teacup thingy muhbob then...i went to the BIG FAST DROP DOWN WATER SILDE and it gave me a wedgie...THen i went on another slidey thingy. then went to the wave pool...then met up with raette and we went on this one thing...really cool....i almost flew off it tho hehe..then we went on the water raft thing...and i got stuck!!!!!!!!! funnyness...then me and raette went to go buy pizza...so yummy...CHEESE PIZZA!!!!!! and then raette started chokin on it and spit it out everyone!!! then she tried to drink the pop we were sharin and i said" DONT DRINK ALL THE POP YOU FAG" ahahah. then she spit it all up...FUNNY!!!!!...then we went on this water thing that went fast and i skinned my knee....HURTED!!....well anyways...I HAD A BLAST!!!!!then i got burt....really bad...CUZ IM SO WHITE!!!!!! lmao! love yaa!!!!!!!!

YAY! SCHOOLS OUT!!!!!YIPPEEEE!!!!!! mee gunna be old! lmao...Just messin'...Youngness...I love you people!!!!!!! Yesterday when I got out of school...Well after the bell rang...I was givin' everyone a hug and...yeah...It was sad...Raette like hugged me so long...Cuz we prolly won't be able to see eachother much anymore after I move...She was like my Bestestest friend...Except for Ash of course But you know..Sad stuff..Dad wants to move To California...I wanna too..But then i'd have to leave...Ash,Septa,Eva,Raette, And Eva...And all the other losers...Just messin' but ya...I wanna but then i dont...Oh well...I'd be tan like a MotherFoooker...well more like BURNT! aha..So cool...My back hurts...My grandparents are so figgin' evil!!!!!! I hate them!!! anyway...Haven't talked to Joshy in a LOOOONG azz time...Well thats prolly cuz he is at his dadz...Oh well...Oh yeah..My good friend Sammi....Her Grandpa...Has lung cancer...and its on the WORST degree...and its really sad They found out yesterday....How long he has to live...He is like my grandpa...cuz...He knew my mom when she was little...and Sammi...and Me are like bestest friends too..So like yeah...Its really sad...sucks haveing people die...Sheeshuz...lmao...im sadded now...I miss shomiez!!!!I love you girl...Ill try too...I might be campin' though...If i don't I'll get on whenever or I'll email you...*sigh* I LOVE YOU ART! ...in...2 Months and 5 days it will be 3 years Since my Momma has died...I hope I'll have the internet by then...So I can talk to you people...about it...Well you people wouldnt care really...Albert would though...Prolly Shomiez...And yeah...oh well...Im gunna go now...Me gunna go to Ashyz and go to her Luncheon...and yeah....ANd then go swimmin' wit the old homies...ya know!....Well Shoma, Art, Danielle, and Jessica...I miss you all...Ill talk to you...in like a month? okay? or sumphin...I love you ...I love you art!!!!! I'll send you the letter on Sunday...I wuv ya and I miss ya like crazy...Peace!

....ian said he liked me again....and....that makes me sad....that fuckin basturd....Guys really get on my nerves sometimes...Well anyways...I miss you shoma...hope ur havin a great time...Wuv ya

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I stink!!! I smell like Poopoo!!

aaron...u meany! i want the frog back!

I was talking to Jessica...And I asked her bout her mom..That's pretty sad...But as I was talkin' to her...I wondered...And thought about how my mom died...And how my dad felt...Cuz he was with her the WHOLE time...Well...Im gunna tell you people what happend...Even thought yall probaley dont care...Well...On augest 23, 2001 at 6:15am my mom died...When I found out i was sleeping in her bedroom...Cuz i had a night mare that night...Dad called Jake(my bro)out to the living room...To tell us the news...He sat us on the couch....and me...only 9 sitting there listening to him tell us...He said he had bad news...and that mom was never coming home...i asked him why....he said....she died...i began to cry and jake yelled...he told us to calm down...whitch was hard....but we tried..He said jake told my mom that we had to have the car so he could go to 7th grade oreintaion...so dad went with her...Mom was driving...Cuz she liked driving...And dad was reading a book...when they got on the highway..the car started to swearve...and all of a sudden dad hears mom says kuh...and he looks over and she had let go of the steering wheel...so he got to the side of the highway and started to do CPR...he put on the flashing lights...for help...no one stopped...Moms heart was beating fast then slow and so on...dad noticed that she had peid her pants and there was foam coming out of her mouth...so he said screw it and drove down to the hospital...and when he got there he told em...and they put her in one of those "dead bags" he told them she was breathing still.....But yeah...They told them to go...sit in this room.......so they went to go work on my mom...and they did that shock thing? and it didnt work....so...15 mins later...the whole crew walked out...and dad knew right then...that mom was gone...I started to cry....again...harder this time....you should of saw my dad...he looked half dead himself....he loved her so much....A few weeks later...they called and said she had a heart attack...but then a week after they said she had brain problems...then a month after...they said...No clear cause...I dont know wut happend to my mom...and i wanna know but i wont ever know...but ya...My grandparents thought my dad killed her...i was so pissed off....but my dad would never do that....he loved her to death...*crys*....Its almost been 3 years now...without my mom...its been rough...but....life goes on right?...i know she is still with me....at heart.......I love my mom so much....And I love my dad too...He didnt walk out on us...like most dads do when their wives do...so im lucky i have my dad...he is my hero....*sigh*....


Other then that....Today...a little while ago...i was talkin to aaron....and...i told him wut ash said...that...online realionships arent real...so i started to believe her...so i told aaron that..and i got pissed...cuz we went out before...and i said he never loved me...and i even said i didnt love art...but i do love art...he is my world....and...aaron...i love him...i swear...he is the best...we went on for about 30 to 45 mins talkin about it...I love him...He is awesome...Well...Im gunna go now....And thanks aaron...you rule...I love you....I love you too art....

Well people...You all knew that I was moving...Well things we wrong...and I was almost homeless...I basically am homeless...But thanks to my Aunt and Uncle they let us stay...Untill my Grandparents get back. Thier house is pretty cool..Im using their comp...So yeah....I miss you people....Kind of sad to think about it...Jake is with the kittens...Dad is stressed out...And when we were moving the stuff out of the house...I was the ONLY one not crying...I guess i knew everything would be alright....So yeah...I'll call some of you if ya give me ur numbers cuz grandma has long distance...well gotta go eat peace

hey people im at my grandmas...lalalala...art is sweet...lalala...im bored so yeah and im like typeing on a tv cuz they got this one internet wear its like on the tv lmao so awesome...i mish shoma and aaron...welll gotta go helkp the old ones...peace and i mish u all love ya artypoo