Im soooo old now!! hehe. Well to let you all know i had a kick ass party on my birffday!!!!!!!!!!!well raette septa eva and ash came over! and we ate pizza um....cake and other shit! then we like kept bother jake till he came after us! then....i threw water at raette and she says" im wet" really loud and i start crackin up! and fall on the ground and everyone jumps on me it was a very awkward moment and then...we like turned off al lthe lights and did.......stuff and then septa started to turn on and off the lights and lol....we had to go into a weird postion....with other peoplel...lol that sounds wrong! but anyways! then i started humping things!!!!! lol then ash humped my back and i kept humping septa and raette lol! fun! then on saterday! we walked down to petterson lake and umm..jumped in with all our clothes on...and yeah...it was raining and i was so effing cold! then when we start walkin back to muh grammys ...ash pants me!!!!!! unddies and all!!!!!!!!!! lol i was so emabarresd i almost cried! lmao...anyways then we went and watched lord of the rings the two towers..!!!!!!!! hehe well...i guess thats all...i left out some things cuz some of its perverted lmao...well love yaz!

I was thinking about things...Like Art in paticular...And....Shit like that.....On Thursday we would of been together for a year....Sad...Now that I think about it...I do love him......I really do....And....All this shit has been happning to me...Since we broke up...Its like...He was my lucky charm....I used to be his Kellsey puffs...Anyways.....I could talk to him about stuff...Anything really...Just makes me sad that...I ended it....I know he has probaley moved on...And shit like that....And eventully I will too...Since I did it..Oh well...I guess...Art if you ever read this...I love you...And I miss you too...Sorry....

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Aaron nevers gets on! lol Oh well...No worries!!!! well anyways today was gay....I gots an eraser burn! those are fun but they hurt like hell!!!!!!! wut you do issssss take ur end of the eraser and get someone else to do it with you...Well start rubbing the eraser against ur hand and see who can do it the longist! soooo abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyxz!!!!!!!!!!!!! really fast!!!!!!!!!!!!! okay! lol it leaves a burn! ....hehe

Last night was so scarey.Dad had a sezuir...Cant spell...But it was so scary...Jake was out there when he starting spazzin out...He would of been dead if jake was not there...I never heard jake so scared in my life....It was so fucking scarey...I ran out there when i heard jake sceaming" DAD NO DONT DO THIS TO ME...NOT NOW PLEASE STOP PLEASE"...I screamed "dad" and dad made a loud sound...i dont know how but he did...I wasnt crying...i was to shocked...i wanted tp cry...but i couldnt...all these thing were running thru my head...'i wont be able to live without dad, i wont have a dad or a mom..., i wont havethis have that be this be htat do this do that' and all this other shit.,... i cant even explain it....i was so scared...so i got dad a peice of bread and somee water....cuz thats wut he needed after he stopped....spazzin out...after like 5 minutes of that...he stoped...bnut he didnt remmber anything but me and jake...so we brought him in the house...and layed him down...he was breathing really hard....he took my hand and put it on his heart...it was beating really fast....I thought this was it....i said i love you....he said it back....and jake said the same...But he kept breathing....and kept breathing...Jake went to go get wut i made....and he said i love you kells and I love you bugbear...bug bear was mom....mom wasnt there...but she was..i just didnt know it.....and the he said i love you jake....it was scarey..i still didnt cry...egven tho i wanted to i didnt...well....yeah...so i laid by dad till jake got back...and he fianlly got his memorie back...but he didnt know wut just happend...so we told him.....and yeah...I really dont know wut would of happen that night if jake wasnt there....he probley would be dead....so im glad that jake was out there.....well...soo...dad is doing a lil better he is sleeping right now...i was up all night with him....so yeah...well gotta go.....

i am kellsey! i come in peace! this is my forty - oneth entry on tabulas...i dont know WHy i even writing bcuz no one comes really...well gotta go...cuz im stupid...3 MORE DAYS TILL!!! halloween!!!! i am goerge finkle! lol well peace out homie gz lmao...byhbye!